Bright Sky

What happens when the one who broke your heart, is the same person with the one who mends it?
It’s awkward moment when i have to tell this, but this just the way it is. I almost disbelieved it really went out of my control, out of my hope and out of imagination. How someone drove me shattered into pieces carelessly, and the next day they drive me full-charged-person. I felt like whole of the world pushing me down right at my head, none here to save me, even just woke me up from the worst nightmare, sparkled me up with splashing water to aware me up while saying this wasn’t the end of everything. Even i still remembered what occured last night. I got plan to talk to none, all seemed so disgusting, all were annoying due to someone’s act (they no care about this), all i did just spent my time in front of my notebook, accompanied with a glass of tea, no talking, no discussing, no hope to ameliorate that night to be better than it was. One song was overplayed where it sounded, “You make me this way”, whilst blaming somebody out there (which is said) had made me like this. But in the reality, they did nothing, they didn’t break our promise, they did something good like it should be, but me, i was the one who drew storm on my own night. What a moron i was!
Did you know, they were notified that everything wasn’t alright. I posted something explaining three points done while heartbroken’s coming, first no opening Facebook for undefined time, second, eating chocolate ice cream, three, sleep early, good night! And they responsed like this matter should really be cared :D Honestly, i didn’t mean to blame them, place them into uncomfortable zone as punishment from me treated bad. But what i wrote last night, what i spoke out last night, what i raged for last night, all coming out from my deepest. Right from the bottom, with all-stained-heart. Felt like it can never be healed. But, again and again, i got it all wrong. The one who broke me, is the same person with the one who cures me tenderly. The smile, the tease, the speech, the care, the message, all are healing words none even knows they are for me. Let me go laughing, rolling floor saying wow if necessary, i feel like the sky this afternoon coming even brighter than i hoped last night.