This Way

I don't know how long it's been going on

I don't know how long colors were changing to gray

It's kinda funny that I act this way

I don't know how long you've been holding on

I don't know how long everything's been my fault

It's getting easier to take the blame

It's getting easier to try and change

Too many times I have told you

That I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No I'm not

Because you made me this way

I don't know how long I can justify

I'm tired of making up reasons you're not on my side

And I would never talk to her that way

No I would never talk to her that way

Too many times I have told you

That I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No I'm not

Because you made me this way

You made me this way

I don't know how long it's been going on