Hypopituitarism

Maybe i now suffer for hypopituitarism.

The feeling is torturing me because i never let someone love somebody else.

My stained-heart is keeping in rush to warn them not to fall in love.

I’m worried they will turn around from my warning and break it all away.

I’m restless if secretly they sent message for somebody else to share their careness.

I’m not used to feel comfortable if reality ain’t going like i want to.

Although i’ve been trying to scream out to myself that they are none for me.

I keep on telling to myself that they have wider freedom than my perspective.

But, this feeling makes me hurt myself, probably my hypopituitarism’s getting worse day for day